For the last several years, I have had “Mayor’s Tree Lighting” on my schedule of things to do for Christmas. Every year we have a conflict, decide it’s too cold, or forget. This year we had just gotten back from our trip and Jeff was off again to Salt Lake City to learn about a […]
Today I read a piece Joan Didion wrote about migraines. She wrote about their medical validity and how they actually cause people to have different personalities. She wrote about how she wishes for home lobotomy calls and how she gave herself icebaths in bed. I laughed. I laughed, remembering the tubes of towels filled with […]
There was this life I lived. It was a life. It could be called living. When I look back now it all seems sort of gray and colorless, like I was colorblind and everything was sort of muted back then, foggy. I was living for all these things outside of myself. What I should do […]